You will keep finding new strengths in your life - you will become stronger.
Myself - for example -I try to ignore obstacles or I treat them as opportunities.
I am glad to hear, that you are willing to look for new ideas.
Try these things - people from Poland speak English (not all of them), but I think you may do videos either on YT or DTube here, and post them in #polish.
Article, which you already have, please translate and forward to me for checking (for example on steemitchat.com, or on discord) and I fix it when I have time, but even unfixed might be good, because google translator is not too bad.
Do you use busy.org to post your articles from?