Matt, you know some of what I am dealing with.
I am aware of some of this believe me, I actually charted this last month on myself to check as I saw some of the life changes I am in the middle of.
It looks worse than it is.
I am not on here as much, anymore and cannot be.
But I still try and get out my blogs and content on my end to keep up and active, as best I can.
That said, my posts are all UV by myself by default when they go up, like most peoples' are. That's been a big issue of debate on Steemit for months now.
I post more blogs than most people, creating more traffic here and have been also driving traffic for most of the last 10 mths via twitter and such, also trying to do my part that way.
I am not on here 10 hours a day anymore. I invested a LOT of myself into here the last 14 months and helped people, a lot of the time.
You stopped interacting with me, and voting for me months ago, as you know after I tried to help you with what I could and also made a lot of efforts with you and your wife to be friendly and nice and support you.
When I hear criticism from people I have made efforts with, and in some cases - significant efforts - and seeing so many people walk away or turn on good people.......it kind of rings in a hollow manner with me.
I did not buy my way into this place like some did, I gave my heart and soul and TIME helping people and trying to put out good content, build series and consistency.
Some of my thoughts. Not that my critics really give a damn about what I have done RIGHT here despite my challenges many of you know about on my end.
I do my best, with what I have left in my tank.