here is what it's like....
This is a cliquey and aggressive place, people play a lot nicer than many are...it's a biz at the end of the day, unfortunately you can bet that those with higher reps fought tooth and nail and /or paid a lot to get there,
It's easy to get mad on here, I almost rage quit on a weekly basis from bullshit but don't because of working too hard and dealing with drama and power plays
Stand your ground! If this is taking more than adding then I'll be the first to say, do what you need to do, I've taken breaks, hopefully you stick around, I think you are a nice person, but I get it :(