Too many questions you've raised. More questions than answers that life continually hurls at us.
Do we really have to suffer so much pain?
Do we have to hurt so bad in order to know what true healing means?
Will our probabilities fall on the negative head always?
Do we have to think so much and work so hard, and fall, be disappointed and downtrodden?
Too much questions already. But your mum is in my heart and prayers, she's strong, else how did you get so much grit.
Keep keeping faith and holding on. I don't have too much capacity apart from my ability to extend hope. May Mum recover fast.
May she by Jehovah's grace in Jesus' name amen