Oh yes, I definitely agree with you. The problem is (for me anyway) when I'm in one of my depressive fits, I don't accurately judge much of anything (including what is deemed fair or not) because I feel everything and everyone is against me. It's something I'm trying to overcome. It's a slow process and I'm very open in these journal types of posts, exposing a multitude of flaws in my thinking.
BTW - back in 2009 my ex and I were mining Bitcoins and he lost or threw away the hard drive that the coins were on when we moved. I think there were at least 50 or so... Haha.......tons of regrets there. :)