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@corbandjan I do not think so but I probably would not be aware if that IS the case lol. I think the key is to always test your beliefs maybe, thats where God messes me up, I feel that I cannot be on the fence with God, I just cannot bring myself to allow that I may be wrong, thus a hypocrite! grrrrrrrrrr lol so confusing

Hahahahahaha... That's it. It's about sticking to your convictions. If you think about it too much, it might break your mind. I've stopped trying to find out why I stopped trying to find out why! Lol, I know you can relate.