I don't know what to think in what would happen if not from this blogging therapy that I am doing because if you come to think of it I am always in bed and cannot do anything more productive than this online work that I do so if there had been no Internet like in the old times I maybe even will not be here cluttering the steem blockchain with my nonesense and mindless ponderings.
Oh I remembered the time when there was no Internet but I was still way more able and can walk but still I am as bored as you can imagine that I was close to crying because I am a still new to dialysis and waterlogged like what is happening to me today. So I am not feeling well and have no means of entertainment as I am cashless and cannot go elsewhere. But now I can maybe even take care of myself if not from my disability to move around.
I am so thankful that there is steemit and it does not only contribute to support me medically but mentally as well by giving me an outlet from what I am thinking and I just put all my frustrations in this site which helps me alot overall and I get to meet some real selfless friends in the background that is lingering out there to change my life.
I know that I am bombarded with many problems and obstacles in my life but I am trying now to solve them in a manner that I can extinguish the causes so I should be smart about it all and be as cunning as i can be to outwit the problems as they arise. It is a hard fight because it involves my physical brain and my thoughts which influences my actions.
I will just continue with my life and solve as many problems as I could and try to live this forsakened life as joyful as I can even though joy and happiness are really hard to come by around in my lifetime. I am still thankful to God for the friends that I have and the ones that have the most impact are from online, so God Bless Steemit community.
It is good to know that with steemit many life have been affected positively.
Am happy to see you here and is all because of steemit. Am happy to have you as a friend and appreciate you for what you do.
Thank God that you have something that help you psychologically.
Happy hearts day @cryptopie..
Yes theres a lot of things to ve thankful for..
Your still lucky compare to others...
Get well soon..
I'l must pray for you GOD will surely give you health. GOD blessed on you!
Please can you tell your real name?
happy valentines day friends.. thanks for sharing this blog.. Best of luck my dear friends.. resteemit..
oh man i hope you get well soon..
Syafakallah
Hi @cryptopie, get well soon brother. Live life to the fullest.
touched.
very good motivation
would you like to upvote me
Get well soon friend,GBU always
i think that your health condition is not good.you should take rest
it is useful for your helf
thanks for sharing
I pray God gives you the grace and strength to some the problems you are facing.
God bless you @cryptopie. We are with you both God is closest to you. Please dont call life forsakened. I may not directly understand how you feel, but I have taken care of someone in this kind of condition. Positivity is highly important. Bless you
May GOD bless with you with good health @cryptopie :)
Get well soon brother.
You are suffering lots of pain I feel your situation god bless you dear.
I’m realy happy for you that steemit gives you soo much including therapy. Problems will never disappear, one gets solved, another appears. We just have live with it and never give up. Having faith is most important, problems are always solvable.
I think you are day by day for better your health..
i am gald to see u..you are really super hero..
Always stay positive as you are friend. I'm always here to cheer you up and sometimes even give unwanted advice. Lol ^^ ingat ka palagi.
Semoga kamu selalu dalam lindungan tuhan
May you always be in god's care
1000 spirit of I am from indonesia
God bless and keep you, @crytopie. Focus on the things you can control, and use positive thinking, and your Steemit community, to carry you through this rough patch.