I am always having these thoughts and ideation to live and camp outdoors. Maybe I can do with some light rain or cold but not in a heavy snow where it will just be so hard in case of a heavy snowfall to even walk on snow much less find some food or catch food. But I know that living outdoors will never be for me or I will just die within hours.
I remember at one time when I was hunting some aquatic game birds in a vacant lot near my village when I suddenly felt lightheaded because I went hungry so I started to nibble on the inner white part of some big grass, it was indeed scary to get into that situation and I was already a dialysis patient in that time and the fact that I also have a poor sense of direction added worries in that particular time when I went alone in an unfamiliar place trying to do my passion.
So I am just contented for now to see some professional outdoorsmen to do it their way and just learn from them on how do they do it in different scenario with no or little survival equipment or resource that they can use just to survive a few days out in the wilderness. So I just find it amazing and amusing too when they catch food using the things that they find in their surroundings like making a string out of the sinews of a dead animal and making a snare out of it.
I think that I will enjoy it if it was not a place with no mosquitoes as it will be really hard to even sleep at night where those often disease-bearing insects just pester you all night and won't let you sleep. That is why I would like it a little cold where I could enjoy the heat of the fire that I would create and the food that I could also cook and eat there. And then enjoy the night and decipher the sounds that i would hear to what it was or make out things out from the night sky stars.
I must say that i am a frustrated outdoorsman and never had the chance to be in the right time, place, chance, and company to do it. If only I had the chance then surely I will grab the opportunity to at least try to live my passion just what I see in the television where it seems doable provided that I also had some little knowledge on what situation that I will be going through then I can enjoy it maybe even on by myself. It is just one of my fantasies that i always wanted to have a reality in my life.
its tough been in your situation but i be believe that one day you will find cure for your condition and by God's grace you will live your dreams. you are still in my prayers . stay strong and keep believing
It is always important to have a passion in life, even if a person is not totally able to carry it out according to plan. Keep your dreams and passions alive!!
You can enjoy playing outdoor man. Just give it a trial
You will surely live to enjoy your life and to achieve your goals.
Great post. I think if you want to live outdoors, do it. My suggestion is to travel to a place to live so you don't have to deal with so much inclement weather. Don't give up on your passion, find a way to do it. Good luck!
Go and live the outdoor life man you have the rights....
I hope your wishes will be fulfill. Keep Dreaming. best of luck. @cryptopie
woww a good idea but you also have to keep
care of health, a great experience i this asylum
I remember at one time when I was hunting some aquatic game birds in a vacant lot near my village when I suddenly felt lightheaded because I went hungry so I started to nibble on the inner white part of some big grass, @cryptopie
I pray for you that you can shape your dream in reality. Take care of your health.
Thank you very much for sharing your chilhood activities with us @cryptopie
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Your posts are always heartbreaking. May Allah guide you and make you well.
Nice post!
There is nothing you can’t do, that’s why you are a Steemien.
Where life does not live, what is there to stay? Stay where you love it. @cryptopie
I hope you're feeling better now @cryptopie . Once you're fully recovered you can definitely go camping and enjoy. Will continuously pray for your recovery. God bless you always.
Amazing posts
Keep it up my dear friend! You are amazing!!
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hreat touching writing.
You have the power to dream so dream on. If your dream is to experience such thing dream it more! I have bipolar disorder, with the maniac state being... kinda weird. Right now im chasing my dream to become a researcher. And kinda do it. Something that under the psychiatric community is not really possible or easy. It all started with me looking at the birthplace of my dreams.
When there is a will, there is a way mate! Wish you the best! Stay strong!
You have great memories with playing outdoor happy to see that ...
Yeah it is really hard to do camping outdoor, ops mosquitoes, I hate them so much, Even! they find me inside of home and bite me. :( But thank God in winter they will go away and do not disturb us.
I remembered that I hunt one sparrow with little stone after that i felt so sad :(. actually I did not want to hunt her I just throw stone towards them they can fly but my stone was so speedy and she died after hitting :( that day and today i do not like to throw stone on birds.