Don't get down @sweetjoy, its just a process and you will get it if you want to. I promise. I will be happy to help you as well... I am a big believer that you can do anything if you want it bad enough, I am always willing to help someone to achieve their goals. Especially a person called sweet joy, how could I ever refuse :)
I'll go by you page right now and bump you a little... There are tips I've been giving in my other articles, so you might want to go back through them too... Ok off to your page (others will have to wait just a little longer because I want you to be motivated.) ;)