This is typically textbook behavior of people. They want something but instead of trying to do everything to achieve it, they cry and complain. I am also a little fish making for 2 weeks penny posts. Today I finally managed to write a 600 $ post. OK, I am still far of from the +1000 $ posts, but at least I got somewhere by not giving up.
Someone once told me that complaining will get you nowhere. There is always a way to achieve something, you just got to find YOUR way. Very good advise, by the way.