I sure have read your bile.
https://steemit.com/@positive
You come across as a very bitter man who thinks the universe is a cold and nasty place out to get him. I would highly recommend that you seek out therapy.
I would also highly recommend that you read the blogs of the creator of this opportunity called steemit, Dan Larimer, a very intelligent and highly ethical man. He is not out to get you. Nor is the Universe.
Attitude is everything!