what would happen to your plan if the attempt failed and there was actually an order in the apparent chaos, and "crazy" was only but a state, not who you are or what you're destined to...?
Then I guess I would have to submit to the chaos and allow it to take me wherever it so chose's. At this point, anywhere is better than here... Even North Korea .
proving to who?
for what purpose?
what would happen to your plan if the attempt failed and there was actually an order in the apparent chaos, and "crazy" was only but a state, not who you are or what you're destined to...?
Then I guess I would have to submit to the chaos and allow it to take me wherever it so chose's. At this point, anywhere is better than here... Even North Korea .
it sounds like you already have submitted to the chaos.
and perhaps either you roll with it down this shit path, or back da fuq up and reseize control of the pen...
I agree, it surely is time for a paradigm shift.