Hello @cryptopie my friend
Never count yourself to be unlucky. No matter the challenges you might be facing, you are still better than millions of people out there. Am happy no one is helping you to do your thinking,that means you have to be grateful that there are many people out there that have lost their sanity. But you are here and you are helping steemians through your posts and you are appreciated for that.
Don,t be depressed my lovely friend