I upvoted your post and I would have done the same if I had a bunch of whale accounts too. - You deserve every cent from this post.
First of all, I won't pick sides as I like Heidi's posts, but if (and I say if) this is as true as you say, then it's truly horrible. I do believe you and I've always liked your content, but I can't pick sides until both stories have been shared. Perhaps I like you even more now when I see "both" sides of you. I see the entertaining, funny and glad person behind his username.. And I also see this raging crazy person.. And I mean that in a good way!
You made your apology but the best part with this post, in my opinion, is that you don't ask for forgiveness and beg people to forget this whole thing. You stand your ground, and you believe what you do. You still have the same thoughts, even though you write this apology. I love it. - Well done!