I think I have a handle of it now, and I'm sorry for trying to take shortcuts. On my guesstimation spreadsheet at about 52 weeks of re-posting with re-bought votes and investing SP, it turns out to around 1.5x as much SBD from delegation than should I have just invested into powering up... and it's also more fun to create content :) That's the point, right?
I just posted a new blog post and bought some paid promotion for it, I'm hoping it's more in-tune with what the community is after.
I think what the community wants is people to be part of it. If you invest and power up you will find support from others.
Thanks for your input @cryptoandcoffee. I really was originally drawn to SteemIt because I have a number of outstanding book ideas I think I could promote here should I ever finish writing them, and the thought of user-driven economy for rewards and incentivization is exciting!
I do very much want to be a part of the community, and I see where my shortsightedness and ignorance caused me to have a disconnect. I am sorry for that.
I am glad you have some projects and this place is exciting. No need to apologize and look forward to reading your posts.