awww what an amazing post. Thank you for sharing your struggles.. we all face them, failure is hard to accept, but the beauty of it is it sent you on this journey, and from it you learned. :)
"You have to make peace with yourself. You have to give yourself freedom to both experience what you have and still love and forgive yourself for it. You have to alllow yourself an abundance."- I couldn't agree more. Self love is so important to finding happiness. :)