This happens to everyone when they first join wishful thinking of the term of wealth here. A self-control is required to sustain and grow further. Should ignore everything related to STEEM, SBD, and SP (STEEM POWER) and focus on what we want to share or help to build up the community. Self-voting is always a temptation since is an instant solution for visibility and consider it as self-advertised too. A great confession which will make you move forward. Well done @paulag!
thanks @legendchew