beks don't give up. Everything will be okay. Everything happens for a reason. This time will pass. You just gotta be strong. We are here for you. And I'll be praying for you and your children.
"Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all comprehension, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus” (Philippians 4:6-7).