There are so many things happening in Steemit that make me confused. I am one of the Steemian who do not understand that much about this crypto and financial things. All I do is posting and try to share my knowledge about writing as well, since I am also a teacher and writer. I can understand how you feel, and I hope everything happened do not stop you from doing all the best for all. I do believe, this is all is just a process of trying to find a new "pattern" and "structure" in Steemit. "Clash of civilization" in Steemit, I hope will lead us toward a better Steemit in the future.
Welcome back and I will wait for your writing, as always.