No, your entire post is itself a digression. You admit you have nothing to say and then write things like 'learning is gud', it's banal, inane, meaningless, attention-seeking garbage and people gave you 100 dollars for it because you're a girl maybe or some other reason. I encourage you to even consider for a moment anything I have written and you refuse to.
So you are self-absorbed, closed-mined, and empty-headed. And when asked to stand up for yourself you are like 'so it's not your cup of tea' which is itself an evasion.
Are you a joke? Are you real? I am honestly wondering how people like you even exist. Please tell me how you feel good about yourself if this is what you wake up to write about? It's not even worthy of people magazine, usa today even covers SOME aspect of what is going on in the world. There are people suffering, a world war about to break out, children disappearing, rich people squashing poor people under their thumb, a thousand mysteries, and THIS is what you brought to the table?
Just stop whatever it is you are doing, because you are making the world a worse place with your vain navel gazing vapidness.
Just stop writing. If you were a trumpet player who played only the same note for twenty minutes bothering everybody and then took a bow, I would say the same thing to that person. Who are the people upvoting this crap? I wonder even more if they are real, windchimes have more meaningful things to say than this garbage.
So just stop. Please stop writing, we don't need your "work."