#POMM - Peace of my mind #3

in #steemit6 years ago

Hello everyone, still feel like standing still.
I really don´t feel like taht all the time, I think I have a hard case of workaholic.
I really don´t know what to do. They want so much of me and I can give so little. They guy befor me, its my first year to be exact its like 8 months working on the new job. But the number I have to fulfill are 59% procent higher than his. and 121% higher than year befor. I like me job or atleast talking with people. I am a funny guy thats the thing with me. I am a rap artist on my free time, I really could be great in my country but I can´t really motivate myself. I don´t like recording in my home studio because of my neighbors. Can´t reallyt feel free cause I have some stupid loans totaling about 9000 dollars to be free.
I would like to build and own a tiny house, I like the concept of small footprint on the nature. Sometimes like now I think maybe I am depressed, and I need to take somekind of pills. But pills, they f you up like a bad case of diarrhea befor a big meeting.
My post looks like a lot of cry and cry for help. But what it really is I dont know.

Pixy.

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