If that's the conclusion you've drawn, I've failed miserably to get my point across. Lol.
There is no best here - only continual improvement of ourselves. Though ifwere measured by rewards or followers, I'd still be well-behind the top - which is perfect, cuz writing like this, I don't do for praise or rewards, but to pay forward some motivation and inspiration so a new generation can come uo and blow me the fuck away... :-)