yes, in the end I hadn't really finished the post, didn't get round to the part where I describe where I have ended up in these five days of soul-searching
I am not going, I am going to make a new plan, new start.
Thanks ever so much for coming on so quick to throw me that line.
I really appreciate it.
I will try and write the other part next
right now, houndbeast running, for fun and profit.
big hugs mate