hey dude, I feel your pain.
Too intimately to do more than cast you a minnow vote and wish you luck. But I am keen to help more as things look up here.
But reading through the comments I see that you are taking actions and I just want to encourage you.
Actions, (like this too) are your hope and your guiding light. I met you the first day on Discord, but I was overwhelmed there and didn't latch on like I thought I had. Now following and will check your stories.
Keep writing dude.
Have you heard of Lee Stringer?
He was living literally in a tunnel when he started to write (with a pencil on a scrap of paper) and he was recognised to be a great, by no less than Kurt Vonnegut Jr. RIP
Even published an interview between the two called "Like Shaking Hands with God" which I have. Subtitle is "a conversation about writing"
Anyways, keep up the good fight. You will make it dude.
and I resteemed, not that makes any difference yet
Dude, resteems always make a difference. You never know who is following your blog.
thanks @cosmo.crator.
That's a really profound comment.
I have been freaking out a little about resteeming too much, but definitely not in this particular case.
big hugs dude