Yeah...I totally hear ya!
Sometimes I feel like I'm tangled in the seaweed just waiting to be tomorrow's shark-bait..., But then I read the heartening words of some of the dolphins who have been there themselves, and I kick my feet as hard as I can and propel myself back to the surface, at-least for a little while.
Your attitude is exactly right, your time and place is right and I guarantee that if you stick it out, eventually the right current will give you that little nudge away from the shallows into the warmer waters where the other dolphins hang out, and you will realise you are one of them and you won't realise exactly when it happened.
I read a lot of posts about being late to the party, this was a concern of mine until I started learning, BUT let me tell you the music hasn't even been chosen yet and the nibbles are yet to be placed onto the tables. Many people who find this beautiful, planet-wide, exponential ocean in the years to come will wish they had gotten involved right now or even by 2020 when it was really easy to get recognised and rewarded for being an early adopter, a pioneer.
My friend we are already here!
So let's make hay harvest sea-cucumbers while the sun shines
image courtesy of the AWESOMETASTICAL Pixabay.