Jeez. And here is the post that makes me think I'll just keep on keeping on for a bit longer :)
This place breaks my heart in a way. Been here for two months, gained a view of the lay of the land, got a bit of an idea of the feudalist system here, realised how hard it is to get anywhere with no guarantees even though I believe my content is quality, got hooked on the relaxed opened-up feeling I'm slowly developing here ... and then fell in love with the creative potential.
So I feel like I've fallen in love with the potential here, but at the same time feel much as @schattenjaeger did in his post where he was talking about "leaving this shithole" several months ago, which is how I wound up here in the first place :)
So I guess I'll keep on going here, even though there is stuff-all chance of me personally writing 100-300 word posts here though. I'm just getting started by that point :)