if you feel connected, empowered, loved then that to me is real time, how we spend it is up to us and nobody can tell us if that's the right way or not as we all respect time in different ways. i got fed up explaining the HOW of what interests me, the people that gravitate towards me always will and the ones that don't well don't and often i won't know about it.
i say do your thing ;) you already have the answer.
It's about connecting and feeling included.
bingo. it's the biggest social experiment of basic income with accountability to each other based on the blockchain ledger, we picked the right place to do it -- steemit is awesome.
Thank you @teamhumble !!! You're expanding what I said the most wonderful way!! And yes, I'm fed up too explaining, and apologizing and feeling bad for being here because it seems weird to those who aren't. Well, their loss ......
park the energy used in trying to EQUALIZE how you feel about it and INSTEAD embrace how you feel and put that ENERGY in to the universe, you'll find your people. maybe it's time to travel more often, create some mini meetups with people on steemit around you, take up a new hobby, move beyond backwards thinking and EMBRACE what you want for your own life and let others fit into place. you don't have to fit into anything you don't need too.