What is the rock in your life you are trying to split?
Life itself... what do i mean by life? Well... almost everything to be honest! steemit, college, gym, friends, girlfriend, you name it...
I totally feel what you mean by feeling down when your hardwork doesn't get recompensated since i'm not a full steemian i try to step back, give myself 1-2 days of rest and go back at it with full steem!