This is so honest and so raw, hitting me on so many points that i can't help but cast my vote. My SP is about 230 and i self-upvote- only my posts, not my comments. My attitude is, if i don't upvote my post, who will? It might be wrong, but i also figure i have no choice. The environment is so tough now that creating great content isn't enough anymore.
Stella took back here delegation and although I was initially grateful to have it, I was also relieved when it was gone.
You wrote this so beautifully thati understood. I also pray a delegation smiles on me, lol. Till then, I've been enjoying steemit.