I love your respons @walkingkeys. I think you are a 100% right. Once I have invested a lot of time, and there is dollar value, I will have a harder time keeping my positive attitude.
And I made a choice when I joined Steemit, to try to keep some balance in my perspective by not investing a lot of energy into building the money aspect of it, for 2 reasons. I want to really work towards helping to build a new paradigm. If I focus just on the money, it warps my sense of priorities. It is so easy for me to slip into a deprivation consciousness. I'm just not willing to go there. Actually as I write, I am thinking I will go make a larger post about this.
Thanks for your cheerleading!!! I do have lots of content in this mind and heart. Thanks for your genuine response to me. I am recovering from a medical procedure, and just now was able to reply back.