You basically described the mental "sea-saw motion" of thoughts that have been going on in my head. Thoughts of excitement, followed by excruciating check backs as the hours slip by...with nothing to show for it.
It been seriously FUN...more so than I ever anticipated.
Yet, us over-achievers (I totally admit I have this syndrome intermittently), have to get realistic about the amount of exposure our content will receive...right out of the gate.
I've only been on for a couple weeks...and this process surprises and delights me! There is so much potential here (this is like a little slice of "writer's heaven" here on steemit.)
Now...I just have to be patient, post everyday, keep my mood happy, genuinely read and make valuable comments when I find something wonderful - and most importantly...make friends!
Is there anything else you would add?
Oh ezzy - this post just made my night! Thank you so much for diving deep regarding your "ups and downs" as this process unfolded for you.
Hey there @wipgirl!
Your current thoughts were echoed by so many at the start of when I first joined. Many people left solely because the money aspects to precedence over the establishment of their brand. From my point of view, a big mistake.
Their is so much potential in this platform and all it takes is a mental detachment from the focus of monetary gains. It can be done. Once you put the "quality" of your blog first, the rest will follow naturally.
From the wording of your post, you obviously have a firm grasp of the English language and that can help you to go very far on Steemit. So I would suggest putting that great tool to use and creating fantastic and original content on here. Do it for you and challenge yourself. New people will come and you will get notice if they see your worth.
Thank you for the kind comments and I hope you release your fullest potential here on Steemit. :)
meep