i'm sorry to hear that, man ...
i'm not your daddy so i'm not going to make a plea, it's your life, your decision and i wholeheartedly agree with what you communicate there
but
that just means its a mirror of "real life" here, which was to be expected, its just easier if you come into the game with daddymoney, that's been a fact since the dawn of money ...
i dont want to manipulate or influence but please take some time to step aside and think before you clear out the account, even if you stop posting or interacting, it still might be worth a lot a few years from now, no one can predict that, the people with a crystal ball are mostly full of hot air and make money on selling dopamine to the gully and those who WANT to believe its a certainty and are easily convinced by someone juggling some numbers around ... the anticipation
as Lemmy would say : the chase is better than the catch
it would be sorrry if steem rises to even as little as $5 and you cleared it all out right now,
and if you decide to comeback or stay, you know where to find , right :)
stay safe
btw, that looks a lot more like a trojan horse than a pony there ;-)