Well this just confirms the bad dream I had on Sunday night. Anyhow you pray please do cos you really need that right now. Believe me when I say the dream was "bad", but I'm happy you are getting better!!
For me EOS is just coming up and like they say "a bad devil you know is better than the good angel you don't know". So for now I'll just stick with steem.
Lastly, thank you for honouring the payout request, it did help a lot of people. personally I like to do my part and let others do theirs. I was PIF but I don't know if that was included in the slogan contest which you awarded 300steem Upvotes to everyone that participated??
Also I think it's time you allocate positions to people, it would really take the stress off your head it might have been the cause for the recent breakdown.