I am so sorry for your loss, @steemchiller. I so agree with your sentiments about staying positive. Healing is hard. I celebrated my 2 years on Steemit yesterday, at what was a dark time in my life. In preparing that post, did some reflection, myself. I was amazed to see how far I had come, and how the folk on this platform played such an important role in that.
Be well and thank you for Steemworld: it was invaluable as I prepared that post
Fiona