You are amazing @wanderlass... I have saved this to respond to you all day long. I'm so happy today because I see this comment and now a few minutes ago I saw your post to @fulltimegeek. I know what you were struggling with and I honestly felt helpless to help you. It was bothering me because I care about you and I know you will succeed if you can keep your spirits up.
This turn of events has led to you being able to see with your own eyes and that is better than anything I could ever say. You now "get it" and I am very relieved because I think you have the makings of a wonderful person for the rest of your life!
You have a heart of gold and I'm very proud of you. Thanks for taking the time to learn about what the #stewardsofgondor is all about.
Please don't worry about me too much. You have other greater responsibilities here. And thanks again for believing in me even during these times. Thanks for saying I have a heart of gold but to be honest, people who see me in real life I think would disagree because they see more of my weirdness and my different way of thinking or behaving, rather than my heart. But I do try to be good and not add to the pain in this world. So thanks for seeing that. I think everyone would agree that you're the one with a heart of gold :)