Wow this is really deep. Thank you for sharing something such personal. Is nice that you could talk so openly about your attempt of suicide and how you have overcome it after so many years. That leave us a great lesson of life. I really hope you feel surrounded by love right now, and those thoughts have gone away.
I liked this part:
"If you’re lucky, sometime in your 20s, you start to talk to your parents like real people. You realize they go through the same shit you do. You see they weren’t put on earth just to serve you"
because I'm realizing that right now. The parents are not superheroes, just people giving the best of themselves.