It is very nice to read these things from the other side of a coin.
You see, I was probably born without any feeling of self-pity whatsoever, I was always geared towards other people than to myself. It is my nature, but in no way a weakness, in fact I find out pretty early that is the source of my strength.
Even when I was connected to the numerous tubes at the age of 15, I spent entire night consorting a woman next to me who was afraid to be left infertile due to the nature of her illness and an operation she was put through, while my own body was dying.
I don't know what really happened, but I pulled through.
I read all these stories and even today I am amazed and surprised how people feel and many who talk to me think that my psycho is made of titan, but the truth is that I do feel, but I feel for others instead.
My own success means so little to me if I have no chance to pick up any second person off the floor and help in any way I can, because there is always somebody who can be helped, saved and
built up into a person he wishes to be.
There is always somebody less fortunate.
That is a source of everything I am, and I intend to continue that path no matter what it brings to me.
I wish you all good luck and prosperity you can get.