Great to see you speak your mind!
I've read your last post about your 2017.. and im glad to see you taking the bold step and think out loud in english.. There are a few grammar faults here and there but don't worry! it's still very legible..
If im qualified to give advise, it'll be this..
You have got great SPM results..it's wise to capitalize on that and seize that opportunity of various scholarships you are presented with.
Though at the same time.. dont be shy to get your skin in the game of life. take odd jobs here and there. experience a glimpse of working life and the headaches that comes with..
and most importantly, double down on your english, take IELTS course or similar.. it'll help you out immensely not only in uni and work, but on steemit as well..
You are very young... you can fail today and take 4 years to get back up and still only be my age today... you can imagine older wiser people giving the exact same advice.. dont be afraid to try and fail and learn from the failure...
Stay Awesome!!
Thanks @awesomianist for th advises, really appreciate it .