I am unsure if any of that will work out.
But the train wreck is taking a long time to work out.
I believe following your heart may be better than following your head, because there is too much programming in our brains for it to make correct decisions as things massively change around us.
All i can suggest is to grow food.
An indoor aquatic system provides the best, tastiest, cheapest greens.
We can never be sure if anything will work out. All we really have control over are our reactions, inner state of being, and the things we make priorities. I feel like, for me, those things have gotten very unbalanced in the last year or so. Have you heard of this book? I just ordered it and it seems like it'll be useful for the coming years.