Eric, life is not easy and not a smooth path ahead. There are curves, blocks, choices, pitfalls along the way. The goal is a dream so far out of reach that there will be days when you think, "Will I ever make it"? You will be challenged and many times you will question yourself, "Should I go on"?
Have you ever stopped to think what life would be like if you never ventured out with hope and a dream? Have you ever stopped to think how your life would be in stasis? Would you have been happier if you stayed in your corporate job, not risking and taking chances? Would you have met some very wonderful people on your life's path if you didn't move forward? Finally would you have been happier staying where it is safe but boring?
My life has been one of many obstacles and pitfalls but it didn't stop me from moving two steps forward for every step backwards. Some of my decisions weren't always the best but I learned from each and every one of them. It made me a fuller and better person. Looking back I would not change anything because it has made me who I am today.
You were put on this test of life so that you would be able to appreciate the full bounty of what you are receiving today. The kind of friends that you have made are priceless and the lessons you have learned has made you a wonderful and caring person. You have a very embracing soul that needed to be nurtured through all the ups and downs. Just think of your life as having so much texture that makes you real and three dimensional.
I am glad you took the risks that you did because it has given you a sense of freedom. Just enjoy everything for the given moment. Like Eckhart Tolle says, "Live in the Now"! Keep loving life, enjoy each moment and just live to the fullest!
You are so right, @cabbagepatch. I really believe each of us has a predetermined path and a certain set of lessons that we're meant to learn in life. I view the world as a schoolhouse. This feels like getting passed to the next grade in a way for me or maybe from under grad to grad school.
This platform and the people I've met here have been one of the biggest blessings of my entire life.
I'm so happy that I've taken risks for my art. I'm seeing such a change in everything since I've made this decision, it's as though a weight has been lifted from my shoulders. I have less worry each day and feel less anxious, all signs are pointing to the fact that it's the right choice.
Living in the now is always the best thing to do! Thanks for your comment, friend!
You deserve what you have and should be praised for your grounded spirit that never changes despite what happens around you! That is a rare gift and gives you so much truism and realness. Take care! :)