Even though you slam us, you have been receiving votes from Curie (on four of your most recent posts which qualified). Curie is a first stage project for authors with certain rep scores. Steem Guild picks up authors later and there is no overlap. Despite the fact that you have benefited from the work that we do, you have made bona fide threats privately to several members of these projects' staff. You have spammed me chronically for months now, even after I had told you three times to please stop doing so. Your language in public and private has been quite abusive to us.
I genuinely feel sorry for you. And hope you find what you are looking for.