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RE: Love's Epic Journey: My Relationship with Quinn Eaker and Why I Escaped From the Garden of Eden PART 2

in #story5 years ago

So I’ve obviously read your first post and made a response. I see you loved my comment, but didn’t have anything to say about it, or about Sara’s either.

You are pretending to be such an empowered woman with so much insight, yet can’t even face the people you are accusing. Your lack of response is proof to me that you aren’t empowered, but seeking (as does Inok) to look for others to validate your experience, get attention, incite drama, and cover up your own insecurities and inability to face the situation head on. I guess you too want to create your own dose of dopamine!! This is a very devious and dishonorable tactic that shows the truth about your energetics and your character, why you are in alignment with such poor relationships with your children, family and “friends”, and the lengths you will go to hide from yourself.

I can’t imagine what you possibly plan to gain from this, but it is obvious to me that you are still in need of Quinn’s attention, regardless of how you can get it-- sucking off his vortex and dragging it out in episodes to get others to give you attention too. You could just as easily have had your experience, learned from it, and moved on. But no….you have a self-serving agenda that is remarkably being shown by you yourself, while trying to hide behind labels and defining Quinn to cover-up your own need to run.

I’m not sure if you spend more time in this post trying to judge and slander Quinn, label him and put him into a box, or bragging about yourself, tooting your own horn, and trying to attract attention to make yourself look better. You definitely have some tendencies you project onto others to look at here.

Even in considering IF Quinn was a sociopath and narcissist (according to your “research” on labeling) as you are going to great lengths to try to convince people to believe, what he is doing is of true value to humanity and he has helped thousands of people, doing more with his life to help others than anyone we know, certainly more than you and I have ever done or even conceived of. To spend your time writing a detailed description to smear Quinn when there are real extremely powerful sociopaths and narcissists running child sex rings, poisoning people with pharmaceuticals, murdering people and more nasty and horrible shit, makes it super obvious that you have a personal agenda and don’t really care about others at all. instead of bringing attention to the greater picture that really needs awareness and attention and helping with the greatest aspects of giving aid to humanity, you spend your time to attempt to bring Quinn down--the one man who has stood by you and up for you against all odds, and does amazing things for others everyday.

Up until the time you left you were calling Inok stupid and so delusional that she actually thought you were her friend, which you blatantly told me you definitely were not. And to prove it, you intentionally played her continuously to milk her for information to share with Quinn. You either did that because you truly believed in Quinn like you've said for years and years, or you were doing it to attempt to secretly gain his favor (which is in and of itself gross, devious and self-serving).

Perhaps I should have been more keen to see that that is the way you are with your “friends” and that you would publicly stab Quinn, me and the rest of us in the back for your own personal gain too. It is also obvious that your trauma is so deep that even the friendship we have shared for years bears no weight in your consciousness of love.

I’m super disappointed, in disbelief, appalled, and sad for you that you believe this is an empowered way to handle things, and that even after preaching about responsibility, you are pointing fingers, labeling, manipulating, lying and attempting to control scenarios all based on your childhood traumas that are revealing themselves again, and on top of that trying to gain support for your victimization. OMG LoveOn.

You’ve named yourself Love to be your own reminder that Love is the answer, yet with this approach you are attempting to achieve the exact opposite. There is nothing loving or helpful with what you’re doing and doesn’t resemble Love at all!! If you were actually being Love, you would find a way to help, not to try to destroy.

You may not at this point see what you are doing, but hopefully you will wake up SOON to your true nature and come back to Love.

I hope you will reconsider making public posts that are deliberately slandering and attempting to defame Quinn, and that you’ll find more productive and helpful things to do with your precious time. First of all you’ve already breached your contracts, and you are committing slander and libel, and second of all, you’re creating some serious karma, while not helping anyone at all.

I am astoundingly grateful and benefited by having Quinn in my life and I’ll not be swayed by your post to believe he is what you want him to be or the labels you are trying to put him under. You and Inok both have those underlying energetics that keep playing out in your lives in multiple ways. Those are your crosses to bear and stem from your own traumas you refuse to address, and have nothing to do with my experience of Quinn at all. Others who are afraid of or put off by Quinn loving himself too much are already disempowered and in need of pointing fingers too, or jumping on the bandwagon to put someone else down so they can feel better about themselves. No number of you gathering together in attempts to defame will help anyone. I am amazed at the focus of energy you have put into this personal attack all slanted by your own internal issues, instead of really doing something that could be of benefit.

It may be wise to truly question your motives, and I hope for the sake of Love that you look deeper into the energetics of your actions.

What Would Love Do Now?