In a relationship with nature

Well, every one of us has a purpose in life, everyone has its own decision in life, everyone has a choice in life.

So, I'd like to share with you how I fell in love with nature. 😅

I was in a relationship with a guy who's addicted to surfing and skateboarding, our relationship that time was doing good and well. As months passed by, he was acting differently, until we got to the point that he decided to broke up with me.

Then after that, I locked my self in my room for a couple of days, I was depressed (but not in a suicidal thought).

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I just felt empty inside, I was in a melancholic stage of my life where I have regretted everything. When I locked up myself, alone in my room, I was thinking over and over about myself, what would I do to make myself happy again, how to love myself again, etc. That moment of my life, I haven't seen the sun, sky, trees, plants, birds, I haven't breathed fresh air outside. I see only darkness in my room. The good thing was that I always had my cat right beside me, and also my best friend

(her name is Sabbath coz she's black, I named her after the band Black Sabbath) 😅

When I have decided to get out of my room, I was thinking that it would be great to find myself somewhere, so I decided to go out for an adventure with nature. So yeah! I have shared with my parents everything I've been through those past days, and they supported me with my decisions, to get out for an adventure for a couple of days.

I was also making myself busy at that time, like reading books, listening to my fave music, and drinking a cup of coffee (coffee is one of the therapy which relaxes me)

When I got to my destination, it was very overwhelming that every pain every sorrow every ache I have experienced altered into a very amazing feeling that made me feel whole, happy and contented again.

Nature gave me the chance to live my life to the fullest again. Nature taught me that even though life isn't that easy, we just need to appreciate even in the little things in life, learn to appreciate things with love, happiness and contentment will follow. I've learned a lot of things with nature, even though nature does not speak, but it taught my heart how to love and appreciate little things in life. How amazing life is with nature. 😊