@Florae i get a bunch of your questions always, its not cosmic, rightly said not all have the auotar of expressions, sone can speak, write but cant express true feelings, i consider myself very fortunate i can express inner milky feelings and tell the stories of people in ways must rejuviating to the soul.
Tell Recheal breathe it out, be calm, and continue to develop she is a pretty good writer too.
I would also love you to check out #backtolife-project you could express those pains and how those people came off it!