The impossibility of divorce

Hello. I will tell my story. It all began in 2001. We got to know so ... .mighteen of a good family, I just came from London, where I studied English for 6 months, he's 22, bald rolling, working as a foreman at a construction site, education is not clear (never answered this question) , lives with his mother and brother for 10 years. The average income, the car got after the death of his father .. I do not know how it happened, but he probably took me to a frost ... Every day, flowers, sweets, every day I met from the institute (where I went) for 19 years gave 119 roses, for 2002, it's something incredible! He was my first man, year of pregnancy, offer hands and hearts, then a wedding. The wedding was expensive, limousines, dress, toastmaster, at that time cost 15 thousand. Then we live in an apartment that he got from his grandfather, we wait for the daughter. Before the birth he lost his job, it was hard, but I never worried, I just knew that He would come up with something. I thought it over. I began to work with color. To buy and sell. Doche bought everything she showed her finger. I did not work, in 2 years I gave my daughter to the garden (private), I went to work. Sadik was worth 30,000, my salary was 15,000 rubles. But I was not at home at home. My husband always noticed that he started giving less money, took his daughter out of the kindergarten, moved to a regular one. She explained that her husband was playing automat! It's very scary! I often cried that if there was a woman, it would be easier. And SO ....... Everything went to divorce. Daughter 4 years, I went to the country house to my mother for the summer .. I met my neighbor, turned ... ... After 2 months, a neighbor came to our house and told my husband that he was taking us, because likes, etc. This was the most difficult period in my life, as it seemed to me. My husband became more active and managed to stop me. I tried to persuade the second child, I kissed my feet, fur coats, cars, flowers ... I bought everything, I spent all my time in the family. Daughter was 9 years old, I became pregnant, And on the 8th of 2012 my most important man was born. He wore us in his arms, rented a house in the Crimea for the whole summer, I was with the kids there. I arrived well. In 2013, replaced the apartment, bought a large (4 rooms) with a mortgage, I do not work, I'm sitting with the child at home. And then it turned out that her husband's problems at work, the apartment without repair, no money. They sold cars, the business took cover ...... .and my husband began to play again, he stopped working at all. Since then, 2 years have passed, I work to pay the mortgage, feed children, rent, etc., the husband does not give a penny ... .. The money is not enough, my daughter (12l) sits with a small (3.6), when he is sick, divorced and exchange is not possible, because an apartment in pledge with the bank, a debt of a million more. That's so. And everything is collapsing. I'm sorry for my husband that he could not stand in a difficult situation, everything falls lower and lower. I sold all the gold, valuables. I live only for the sake of children and mothers, mothers who are very worried. I never thought that I could not count on my husband, I was always Married, and now ............