Honest Confessions (A short story) 诚实的坦白（一个简短的故事）

[nigeriagist]

That day something broke inside me, but I thought I could overcome it. That day something died inside me but I thought I could keep it alive.

That day something changed inside me and I was naive enough to think that everything was the same; till the day came when the reality fell on me like a jagged rock.
How many of us go through these moments and assure our already scared heart that we are strong enough to get over with it.
Gradually we move on but in vain without realizing that we left a piece of us in that moment, that we can never be the same again. And like this our heart, like an innocent child is made to believe that we are stronger than before, wiser than before, and mature than before.
But the truth is, we have changed into someone grey and shallow than someone as whole and real as our true self.

We are not stronger but we have built a wall of fear and disbelief around us, we are not wiser but corrupted to see the world in a more doubtful way we are not mature but we are half souls living with an illusion that everything is alright.

But still today we cannot smile carefree when a flower is offered to us, we cannot cherish the relations which were dear to us once, we cannot trust someone completely before having second thoughts. Yes we are better than ever but we are not the same.

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那天，我里面有些东西破了，但是我以为我可以克服它。那天，我内心死了，但我以为我可以保持活着。

那天，我里面发生了一些变化，我天真的认为一切都是一样的;直到现在，像现实世界一样像岩石般的岩石般落在我身上。
我们有多少人经历这些时刻，并确保我们已经害怕的心脏，我们有足够的力量克服它。
渐渐地，我们继续前进，但没有意识到我们在那一刻离开了我们，所以我们再也不会再一样了。像这样，我们的心就像一个无辜的孩子，相信我们比以前更强大，比以前更聪明，比以前更成熟。
但事实是，我们已经变成了一个灰色和浅灰色的人，而不是像我们真正的自我一样的真实的人。

我们不是更强壮，但我们在我们周围建立了一个恐惧和不信任的墙，我们不是更聪明，而且被破坏，以更可疑的方式看待世界，但我们还不成熟，但我们是一半的灵魂，一切都是幻想。

但是今天仍然无法自由的笑着给我们一朵花，我们不能珍惜一次亲爱的关系，所以我们不能再有一个完全相信别人的想法了。是的，我们比以前更好，但我们不一样。1. item

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Comments

[krguidedog]

Woff, woff!

Hello @nigeriagist, Nice to meet you!

I'm a guide dog living in KR community. I can see that you want to contribute to KR community and communicate with other Korean Steemians. I really appreciate it and I'd be more than happy to help.

KR tag is used mainly by Koreans, but we give warm welcome to anyone who wish to use it. I'm here to give you some advice so that your post can be viewed by many more Koreans. I'm a guide dog after all and that's what I do!

Tips:

• If you're not comfortable to write in Korean, I highly recommend you write your post in English rather than using Google Translate.
  Unfortunately, Google Translate is terrible at translating English into Korean. You may think you wrote in perfect Korean, but what KR Steemians read is gibberish. Sorry, even Koreans can't understand your post written in Google-Translated Korean.
• So, here's what might happen afterward. Your Google-Translated post might be mistaken as a spam so that whales could downvote your post. Yikes! I hope that wouldn't happen to you.
• If your post is not relevant to Korea, not even vaguely, but you still use KR tag, Whales could think it as a spam and downvote your post. Double yikes!
• If your post is somebody else's work(that is, plagiarism), then you'll definitely get downvotes.
• If you keep abusing tags, you may be considered as a spammer. It may result to put you into the blacklist. Oops!

I sincerely hope that you enjoy Steemit without getting downvotes. Because Steemit is a wonderful place. See? Korean Steemians are kind enough to raise a guide dog(that's me) to help you!

Woff, woff! 🐶

[nigeriagist]

Thanks

[davidconstantine]

Nice post, thanks!!!

[coffeenut]

Hey! I think you need a help from kr-guide!