Hi there.
To tell you there's nothing with what you do. As woman or even as a person. You just being true to yourself. Its fine. But not because its fine it means it is the way it is. You have done something you thought was right but doubted in the end.
Don't be so naive. You're being too vulnerable. And that vulnerability of you will hurt in the end.
You deserves something true. Everyone does.
What you posted here is a great reminder to everyone. And also a brave act from you.
Sweet kisses my dear.
-Fey