Where to start... first thing i'm going to say is that i love this post!
The truth is that you, my friend, lack the strong, burning desire to achieve what you want.
Tottaly agree with you... when summer started i had some problem with a girl and i got really depressed, instead of me staying in that depressed state i started thinking what i should do to improve myself, what should i do so the next one doesn't do the same thing to me, what should i do to be proud of myself... I got a goal, drop from 231lbs to 187lbs in 3 months, that goal was imprinted on my mind, everytime i was doubting myself i imagined a guy throwing a light match into a oil well and the whole place igniting, that oil well was me, i was motivated to never stop, i had that burning desire! Skip 3 months into the future and i got to my goal weight!
The second thing i aimed for is to be finnancial independent, get a nice cash flow, i'm doing everything in my power to achieve that, learned a little economy in december while i was studying for my exams, learned about cryptos, started investing into the crypto market, and started steemit to have some side revenue and dividends.
I need to start doing that envisioning myself achieving those goals thing, it really helps!
After i get financial independent i really don't know what i will do, i want to travel, but i also want to build my own company like elon musk did, but i guess he had lots of money when he started... I'll probably end up doing both of them
If you think out of the box, you can often find a way to get two goals at once. How could you build a business and travel at the same time?
Well, i could make traveling my business but i wouldn't be happy with it, what i wanted to do is make a company to "help the world" become a better place scientifically...
Really need to think about this one, how could i do both at the same time...