Oh, fuck man. I am so, so sorry to hear this, dude...I don't even know what to say. I've dealt with having a loved one commit suicide before, and it's truly heartbreaking and frustrating. My heart goes out to you, brother. If you ever need to vent or talk just DM me on the steemit chat.
I hope she can rest in peace, and that wherever she is that she's in a better place. I didn't know her, but just from looking at the out pour of comments here talking about how wonderful she is I'm sure she was an absolutely great person who is missed by all. This is truly tragic.