Sometimes, I dont know If I love myself or people, more. I chose a path of career that you need to be constantly thinking of how to edge in a competitive environment. I have to stay glued to finding new things and proving it. This has left me in many times to be more self-disciplined than I can imagine.
Do those exact things for yourself. It will feel silly, but just pretend you are the object of someone's love. It will change you, I swear.
However, sometimes, I think there is time, and maybe the time to do this is not yet full. But, I know someday, I would get things fixed in a proper way. Thank you for this self-love post. You are amazing, Happy New Year.